VERITAS INLUSTRAT

"Once you had put the pieces back together, even though you may look intact, you were never quite the same as you'd been before the fall."

woww, i haven't actually been on the computer for a longggg time! kinda amazing. i guess there isn't much reason to be on anymore.. and life is much more exciting when your not addicted to the computer or tv. for some reason this summer has been one of the best?
i have no idea why either! HAHAH summer school's a bum but its actually pretty easy and the labs are fun. its nice to see people and getting to know people you've never really known before. cross country feeelss like home ! its pretty tiring and time consuming, but its become a huge part of my life and the incoming freshmens are such cutiee pies well some of em' ...others are just obnoxious but i guess its okay let your running speak for yaaa! I HATE THE NEW STUPID "LAW" OR WHATEVER iffff my bestfriend leaves me, ill seriously shoot myself -_- and scott! oh my, if you leave, we are most definately gonna be screwed over )= how are we gonna find another person who puts flowers in his hair!?
friends! a one syllable word, but can mean so much. i seriously have found the most extrodinary friends. i love the feeling where you dont tlak to someone for ages, but yet you can still be the closest friends ever. thanks guyss. HEHEH sharing 4 movie seats with 5 people, crying while watching transformers, fighting for water with jason and michael, sitting at the same table at the mall, spending thursday nights with kelvin and kasem, hitting my head while crawling under a ping pong table and rolling on the table for a dare, watching me kick a$$ in brawl (= YAYS!, racing at speedzone and NOT crashing, cheating on miniature golf, spendign time with katherine in our underwears, having deep conversations, talking on the phone for hours, texting, san fransisco, sittting on a hammock and looking at the view, going down to vintage stores, dressing casual, eating 24/7, TRYING to be lesbian with phillomina, having lanny sleepover and pull an all nighter with himm, conversations with jasmine cheung, being called a "guy" , learning how to drive, watching up a thousand more times, having my cousin call me all the way from thailand! , missing people, being addicted to one tree hill, talking about how hot guys are, making fun of mandy ko, trying to go straight in monkey ball, going to celinas house and try to make her stay awake, hiccups! , playing the disney monopoly, j-walking across a 6 lane road, being known for my clumsiness, helping people with getting girls, calling vanessa my oompa loompa and having my butt squeezed by her -_-, playing with the kitten, relating songs to our real lives.... etc
WELL , my point issss i love my friennndssss and without them, im nothing.
so life is good. i shouldnt ask for moree. just still trying to pick up the pieces that make it alright. i guess you can't look back - you just have to put the past behind you, and find something better in your future. Let things be, let yourself be, let everything be and accept it as it is. Nothing more. Nothing less.

"Live and Let Live, Do Not Judge, Take Life as it Comes and Deal With it, Everything Will Be Okay"



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