I Wish

that i could say i still know you and look at you the same way.
but every thing is wayy different now. idk what the hell happened, but i guess its how life works.
some people come into your life and stay while others just leave. why do people have to leave? its so fucking stupid. is it so hard to stay? makes you feeel like crap. glad to know that i didnt really impact your life -_- but whatevers. things are fading now. i cant really remember. sooner or later it'll be all gone.
i hope you're happpy. <-- not sarcasm
seriously, i hope you are
i guess it is better off this way?
yeah
idk why im blogging about this now
guess its cause there's school tomorrow and something you said
just triggered my mind




i love it when celina sleeps over!
but she always falls asleep before me -_-
SO I JUMPED ON HER
and she was like
woahh, i thought i was driving and went over a speed bump... HAHHA
i love freaking jason adauto out with my period talks
i love being mean to brendon chen and making him give me gold stars even though he says i have the least, i know i have the most (=
i love talking about hot girls with michael miyamoto! LMFAO
i love crying my eyes out at the movies with erica fan
i love being lesbian with katherine chung
i loved that cameron nakasone actually knew me
i love learning new things when im talking to lawerence chen
i love seeing jasmine cheung happy and being stupid :D
i loved my table group during summer school
i love talking to allison wong about everything
i love going bike riding with my sister
i love it when jasonismentolino pantagese federick chavez takes pictures for me
i love it when ryan yoshioka drives up behind me and takes me homeeee
i love running with phillomina wong
i love my cross country peeps (i need to get to know them more though)
i love being able to run 8 miles straighttt
i love pigging out all day long and knowing that i wont get fat
i love shopping and looking at shoes 24/7
i love my momm for working so hard
i love moanna phan for trying to get in touch again
i love lanny khau's girliness HEHE
i love how john miranda is so comfortable around me, he can take off his pants..
i love seeing candice benitez and her pretty face
i love knowing that im not alone
i love God
i love doing simple little things
i love the sky
i love the stars
i love the moon
i love the beach
i love trees
i love the feel good vibes
i love hanging out with my cousins
i love it when my grandpa comes and visits
i love j walking across 6 lane roads with my cousin Lynn
i love movie hopping
i love changes (sometimes)
i love being content and happy
i love learning
i love falling and learning to pick myself up
i love that i have my priorities straight
i love that i let it be
i love that i put jealousy behind me
i love that even though we're not friends anymore, im glad that i met you
i loved that more people stayed in my life than left
i loved that this summer i can love more than hate
i love knowing that my secrets are safe
i love having a big heart
i love volunteering
i love summer 09'
i love how this list can be never ending..
i love life.
& you (=


i hate...
ap euro
uhmm yeah during the year it'll build up (=
HAHA