no mo' sad blogss!

HHAHAH YAYYY
deleted the sad oness hehhh i mean come on, who wants to look back at their blogs 20 years from now and be like WOW, im one depressing person -_- HAHA no, i think i would liek to think of myself as someone happpy and not easily brought downn. theres no reason to be sad! just stupid little ones. if you're unhappy, you have the power to CHANGE that..its just sometimes we choose to be sad or mad or angry but you dont have to beee. and what brought all this change ? i dont know, i think it was the weather (= the weather just made me soooo happy today! well it could've been better but its wayy bettttttttterr than before ! you know how i said i needed a new breath of air? well today was a new breath of air HAHA i know im so lamee dont laugh at me )=
and during practice, the weather is what it would be like in twilight, i swear! hehheheh well this day was close to perfect except that lanny said "wynnie, you know you have really big calfs?" yeah thanks a lot -____- wayy to make me feel good about myself and plus i run! what do you expect? goshh sighhh WHATEVER (= HAHAHA im okay with my body i can eat all i want! and thats all that matters(= i dont get how people can care so much about their looks and go to extreeme measuress to make themselves satisfied.. its so tiring. just be happy with what yaa haveee<3 and others will too (= haha okay eww enough philosophy stuffff. mmm so waht made my day good? im not sure.. my index finger started being really weird with me in math class -_- idk waht the heck what wrong with it HAHA but yeah.. making fun of Wesley and Tammy makes me happy! im sucha bullly :D hahaha i missed jason adauto! caught up with him today everythigns back to normalll ! its all gooooddd fixed his hair for him HAHA sigh, how could i have beeeen mad at him? hes such a little kid -____- HAHHA & i love how he thinks im a smart goddess or something LMAO "wynnie, you should just skip high school and go to college. everyone knows you're going to be successfull anyway & how do you do it all? you do so many clubs, cross country, etc..."<333 hahaha thanks bestfrann ! you're always so good at encouraging me. im sowwwyy for making you put up with my weird mood swings! haha but you know that i only give my bestfriends attitude ! so feel special (; HAHAH
i just need to stop being so standoffishhh neeed to get in more! be happy. be happpy. be happy. thats the key thinggg. yeah, my life isnt always good, but there are things in it that are ALWAYS good. and i dont need to find that "guy" screw ittt. i have everythign i need right here and right noww. i should just soak it all innn and enjoyyyy. i feel like im a bubble thats about to pop! HAHAH IDKK WHYYYY. i want to read read and readd. get some good boooks. i need to stop lending peopel my books! -_- i never see them again -_- i want my tuesdays with morie and the five people you meet in heaven book back)= but i forgots who i lenttt it tooo. buy my all the mitch albom books and ill love you forever <3 && ANOTHER THING THAT MADEE MY DAYY hinsons buying me a webcamm cause mine doesnt work :DDD YAYYYYYY "how much do you love me?! (;" KEHEH im lonleyy in chinese class )= i cant stand the guy next to me. i feel as if hes gonna molest me any moment I KNOW ITS MEAN BUT YOU HAVE TO SEE FOR YOURSELF. oh gahd. freakkkoooo. i really want some hot chocolate while snuggling in a blankett and reading!
ive been doing good in school too & loving runningggg
im glad that i have my priorities sett and that i am trying hard in schoool



mmm, idk waht to be for halloweeen... been discussing this with mell for the past few days..
i was thinking of just borrowing her costume and being red riding hood? HAHHA
idk though
its either that or i have bunny ears so i can be a bunny! but im gonna look dirtyyy -_-
cause bunny always links to the thought "playboy" which is NOT waht im aiming for
AHAHa or maybe ill just be one for erica fann and seduce her and convince her to turn lesss for me :D HEHHHHH
weather, please be goood to me!
thats alll im askinnn
thanksss! AHAH