drifting

sighh, i can feel us drifting apart. but i cant do anything about it. well maybe i can, but idk it doesnt feel the same. we dont talk anymore, we dont hangout...
and sometimes , i just get REALLY mad and pissed at you. you take our friendship for granted. or you dont take it seriously. you dont even consider my feelings -_-
honestly, what kind of friend are you? i TRY to talk to you. friendships dont work one way. and dont come running back to me, when your guy friends start to hate on you. im not your backup okay?! gahd. you're so annoying. the way your desperate to fit in or something. you say you dont care but i KNOW you really do. you think your all cool and you shrug it off. but once ONE of them accepts you back, you completely just forget about me -_- shallow douche.
whatever!

I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH ERICA AND THE FAN FAMILY <3
haah went to pasadena! (= drove around a lot. played rock band :D
got pretty good at drums? HAHA jk, not really but its easier than the guiter (=
hehehe mmmm it was a good night <3
i have to go to a wedding in a bit ehh
not excited
its outside, and kinda cold
and i have loads of hw and studying to do
ahhh

"Holding anger is a poison...It eats you from inside...We think that by hating someone we hurt them...But hatred is a curved blade...and the harm we do to others...we also do to ourselves."

i should listen to that.