This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin

mmm obsessed with listening to stars all over again!
& priscilla renea. i also REALLY love the alex cornell cover of walking on a dream.
super gooood.
this week has been abnormal. i feel like everything is changing, but everything is still the same. maybe its becasue ive finallly opened my eyes and see things the way they truly are. no more excuses. ive ripped through the skin and FINALLY seen the inside. the real you. ive made up excuses over and over again, but i think i ran out... i tried loooking through your perspective, and for a moment i was there WITH you. not against. you see, ive been trying something new, to talk to the person im mad at instead of venting it all out to my other bestfriends. to see their side of hte story before i get too aggravated. and soooo i did that. but then you do this thing again and it makes me think twice about you. then all the confusion swallows me up and im not sure who you are again. or how you can do the things you do.
hahaah and then some crazy unexpected thing happens to me. and i dont know what to do about it. i feel like my brain is split into two and they're arguing against each other.
i have so much crap to study for this weekend too! booo. its two o clock already and i havent got any shit done. -_-
but i guess FRIDAY made it all up :D friday night dates with erica fan ONCE again is RESUMED! hehe got dropped off at chipotle. (= & so i was lookign through the calorie things and WOAHHH HAHAh anyways so we went to bed bath and beyond, michaels, and famous footwear, then in n out to wait for erica's brother.. and as you know, my phone broke so ive been phoneless for the past week and ericas phone was being SUPER retarded and shuts down right when you need it. so me and erica were sitting at in n out trying to convince her phone to work.. and erica says "phone if you work, i promise you i wont eat hot lays for the rest of the month.." then the phone turns back onn HAHA i thought she was playing a trick on me -_- scott picks us up and drops us off at cue. and we make an emergency plan that if erica's phone doesnt work again, he'll pick us up at ten... BUT i guess he forgot about us-__________- so i had to call my mom who was freaking out becasue she couldnt reach me and blah blah blah HAHAh
but all was good in the end. (= i just hope scott didnt get in too much trouble. taking pictures at cue was SUPER fun though and somehow i matched with erica unplanned AGAIN <3
keheh we're meant to be :D