When life gives you lemons, make it into lemonade

"Every day the opportunity exists to change your life. But most days, the idea of having to change the big things in life just seems like too much work. Should I lie on the couch and watch a movie, or should I confront my personal demons? You get the point."
i need to prioritize my life.
right now, my life is on a seesaw. one side is up and the other side is down.i KNOW that school is important, but i dont know if its really worth it... is it worth it too spend all my time studying and aiming for good grades? even if i try my hardest, im never going be UP there wiff all the rest of em smart peeeps. mmm.
nah. actually i take it all back. always aim high right?
im debating what to do over the summer. job > internship? (well thats if i get any)
academic class > having fun?

i hate how the world is so captious about everything. most of the human race anitcipates someones downfall. we all try to emulate one another. & when someone fails to do so, people are secretly satisfied. everything is somehow related to jealousy. well unless you are one big itchbay. then i guess thats a total different story :) hahaha
each of us have our own little pecadillos. dont point someone elses out, becuase im sure that you have a million or two. so why dont you get a life and shut up?
i guess what evoked all of this was the fact that kchung's cousin "friends" had to talk smack about her ONLINE. on formspring. that is about the lamest thing ever. if you have something against someone, just say it to their face. dont make ridiculous side comments to make someone feel insecure about themselves. if anything, it makes you a bilious person and two-faced moron.
if you have a problem dont quail back from it, just go and confront it -_-
anyways, if this has ever happened to you i hope you feel better.
bye byes.