In the end is it worth it all?

this question keeps going around in my head.
i always ask myself that.. and somedays i do know the answer, but other days im confused.
i like spending time with phillomina!
i would say its one of my favorite things :) she makes me think. to examine myself. introspection. it's nice to have someone who really truly believes in you and who can see so much further than just the surface. and who has REAL character.
she wouldn't judge me differently if i opened up all my cuts and showed her. it's so rare to meet people like this. and im just grateful for everything she has done for me. it's probably really stupid of me to write this on here instead of writing her a random thank you card huh..?
hahaha i think im gonna go do that (=
keeheh oh & celina, you know that applies to you too! seriously, i know we drifted apart these past few months but you will ALWAYS be my numero uno girl (; and sister. ill always be here for you whenever you need it. day or night. young and old. thank youu for everything. <3
the world takes too many things for granted. too often do we overlook the things that actual matter the most. like our parents or friends. they do so much for us and well we never have a chance to really say thanks.. we just assume that they will always be there for us and it's their responsibility to take care of us .