I felt that I was not, never had been and never would be a living part of this overpoweringly solid and deeply meaningful world around me.

"I'm partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing. Sometimes I think we're all trying to be shadows of each other, trying to buy the same records and everything even if we don't like them. Kids are like robots, off an assembly line, and I don't want to be a robot!"

track practice was a killer. im out of shape.
i like the pubs room. carmel and yoshioka made my day :) well maybe not so much yoshioka -_-
HAHA such a jerkkk!